I feel SMALL.
I feel VERY tiny.
I feel HELPLESS.
POWERLESS to do anything to get results.
I'm stuck between wanting to put on my tall 'Mom Boots,' step all in their crap and demand answers until I get what I want (even though I am NOT their mother)
Wanting to be patient, understanding, be their 'friend' and just wait until the time comes when I am needed.
I feel LOST.
I feel like I'm waiting for the phone to ring (as soon as I let my guard down) and someone is going to tell me "I'm sorry to tell you this, but..."
I fear this the MOST.
Even though I know this happens, it is life - we are born and we die - I am not ready to lose someone close to me and yet, I cannot get it out of my head.
When asked, "Do you think they would give up?" I am mostly afraid - they already have.
Don't let today pass you by...